My goodness !! Yesterday was crazy. I found out from my hubby at 12:30pm that he had a dr appt at 3pm. The Dial- a- Ride bus would pick us up at 1:50. We had to wait at the Dr's office for an hour til our appt time. Then he was late getting to us...another half hour. :( And we only were with him for 10 minutes. If I had known that was how they did things I would have just taken him there myself in our car.
Then I spent from 4:30 or so til around 11pm with mom. She is having such a hard time. She is not comfortable. She is scared and having anxiety attacks. :( She says she doesn't want to die in that place. She is not happy there. I am trying to find a new place for her to go.
I asked her during the evening if we could say a prayer and she shook her head. She feels that she is not worth it. That she is a bad person. And that God in punishing her for the bad things she's done in her life. I said that isn't so. She is a good person and God doesn't work that way. He loves us all so much. He loves HER so much.
Later I asked again if we could pray, she said yes. :) I said a prayer. I am not the greatest pray-er in the world but I think it helped and she was calm when I left. I told her after she said that she didn't know how to pray, that she just has to talk to Him. Not even out loud...just say what is in her heart. I hope that this will help her each night to relax and be comfortable.
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Take care my friends. Be safe and stay warm. God bless you.